Minggu, 24 Januari 2016

Pikiran terbuka itu bukan hanya tentang kemampuan dalam menerima hal yang baru dan berbeda saja. Menerima bahwa tiap orang memiliki pikiran berbeda (bahkan mengenai kita) juga adalah berpikiran terbuka. 

Tiap manusia menjalani proses yang berbeda, Sheila, 
karena itu pula apa yang dipahami, dan cara mereka memahami suatu hal pun jadi berbeda. 


What goes around, comes around
Keep your circle positive
Speak good words
Think good thoughts
Do good deeds


Writing is, indeed, a therapy. 
- Sheila Nurfajrina

Jumat, 18 Desember 2015

Morskie Oko, 1395 Mdpl



Morskie, Oko. Zakopane
06 December 2015


[Hening]

Hening adalah caraku untuk mendekat 
hingga tiada lagi suara terdengar dari dalam diriku

Namun jika aku masih mendengarnya, Tuhan
apakah karena mungkin,
aku masih jauh?

- Sheila Nurfajrina
Seseorang yang berjiwa bebas,
dengan segenap ingatan dan juga ketakutannya.
Adalah sebatang tetumbuhan air
yang rantingnya membelokkan deras air sungai.

- Nadezhda Mandelstam

Terkadang, kamu harus jatuh untuk bisa mengerti bagaimana rasanya bangkit . Dan mungkin, hancur, untuk mengerti bagaimana rasanya menjadi utuh.

- Sheila Nurfajrina
Pikiran manusia adalah semesta, 
sedangkan hatinya adalah rimba raya.

- Sheila Nurfajrina


Dear my future self,

Hi Sheila! I am writing this for you so you would be able to remember all beautiful things happened in your life. I am writing for you because I know you are still as fragile as you used to be. And this, maybe could help you to believe that everything could happen, and of course it happens for a reason. 

Yes, everything.

Do you ever realize the moment you were in a deep depression and say that you have already let everything on God's hand? And do you remember what was happen after that? Within 18 hours God answered you and told you that you should go. To a far faaaar away land, part of your favorite Blue Continent, Poland.

I remember, at first you were a way too happy. And it made you not to be you. Well, everything "too too, and much" is bad, you know it. But then, you realized you were too much and it is good. So proud of you.

Well, I have a few things to tell you. Sorry if it takes too long but em.. I am sure it is worthy. I hope.

Universe works as our mind works. So please keep in mind that you are a part of the Universe, which is, any changes of your mind, or heart, or even your decision could affect everything around you. The story might change. And if you do, make sure that it is good for you and people around you. 

Do only good things won't harm you. You might feel a little bit lonely. But you always know you are not.

With the Warmest Regards,
Sheila

Sabtu, 15 November 2014

[Aku]

Ketika aku melepaskan aku dalam diriku
Aku menjadi aku

Melebur lalu hancur
Menjadi aku

Puing-puing berserak
Luka berdarah-darah
Namun perlahan terobati 
Tersusun kembali

Ketika aku melepaskan aku dalam diriku
Aku menjadi aku

Sayap tumbuh 
Kubawa terbang tinggi
Lalu jatuh
Tapi aku tak mati

Tuhan, apa maumu?

Tuhan bilang,
Agar aku menjadi aku

Dan aku menjadi aku
- Sheila Nurfajrina